Bukan Postingan Tentang Patah Hati

Gak ada kata yang pas untuk menggambarkan gimana suasana hati aku saat akhirnya neraka itu datang. Saat akhirnya aku ditampar fakta kalo hal yang dulu pernah aku harapkan, itu cuma omong kosong. Saat aku harus melihat dengan mata kepalaku sendiri, saat aku harus mendengar dengan telingaku sendiri, saat aku harus terlihat bahagia di luar padahal di dalam udah banjir air mata.

I don't blame anyone. I blame me. For being too serious about anything and for being so stupid at that time. I should have known at the first place that she was kidding. She just made fun of me.

Dan mengutip kata kata Serena di serial Gossip Girl, "I'm not heartbroken. I'm humiliated. I was falling for someone who wants nothing to do with me."

Anyway, since I have no words to express my feeling like I said before, I'm just gonna put this Justin Bieber's lyric on this blog. Gak semua bagian lirik itu relevan ke aku sih, tapi mostly iya. Yang dibold itu yang iya banget yaaa. And please no judging. Just let me be pathetic as always.

That Should Be Me - Justin Bieber

Everybody's laughing in my mind

Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy

Do you do what you did, what you did with me?

Does he love you the way I can?

Did you forget all the plans that you made with me?

'Cause baby, I didn't

That should be me holding your hand

That should be me making you laugh

That should be me, this is so sad

That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss

That should be me buying you gifts

This is so wrong, I can't go on

'Til you believe that that should be me

That should be me

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes

It's funny how you use that time to have me replaced

Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies?

Whatcha doing to me?

You're taken' him where we used to go

Now if you're trying to break my heart

It's working 'cause you know

That, that should be me holding your hand

That should be me making you laugh

That should be me, this is so sad

That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss

That should be me buying you gifts

This is so wrong, I can't go on

'Til you believe that should be me

I need to know should I fight for our love or disown?

It's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart, ooh

Never should've let you go

I never should've let you go

That should be me

Never should've let you go

That should be me

Never should've let you go

Never should've let you go

That should be me

Btw, despite all the feeling I've got lately, aku juga lagi senaaaaaaang banget MU menang EPL lagi tahun ini. And finally we reached the 19th trophy, which also proves us as the best England's club in history :D Are you watching, Merseyside? Hahaha seneng banget deh akhirnya bisa membuktikan itu sama Liverpudlian kalo your game is over. Haha jahat banget yaaa? :p

Here are some pics of the celebration in Old Trafford last night. I got it all from the official website ;)

Just like the commentator said, "Nineteen is the magic number" ;))

Carrick kissed the trophy. Aww handsome.

Here's the whole team. As always, Sir is left behind ;)

This man is everything for me. Gonna miss him so :(

This is my hero. He never fails to make me smile :)

Owen with the trophy. Senggol bacok masa lalunya di Liverpool :p

Here's the official celebration. Aww love you guys :*

"Old Trafford is my heaven."

My boys are the boys ;)

The Da Silvas with the trophy :D

And of course, the one and only, Sir with his 12th EPL trophy :))

Nah moodku baik lagi setelah nulis tentang MU. Haha. Makasih ya kalian yang udah baik banget menang terus. Buat aku happy, buat aku bangga. Mudahan kita menang lagi ya nanti di Champions lawan Barcelona. Cium buat semua United di seluruh duniaaaa :* :*